Beyond Invisibility: 5 Counter-Intuitive Truths About Authentic Self-Compassion

A blog created by AI from the interview notes with author Deena Kordt and Georgie Perigny

Many of us carry the quiet, heavy label of the "recovering invisible person." Whether forged in the isolation of a restrictive upbringing or the survival-mandated silence of a high-conflict relationship, invisibility often begins as a calculated retreat. We learn that the safest way to exist is to remain small, quiet, and unseen—a ghost in our own lives.

In a recent gathering, Georgie Perigny and author, Deena Kordt explored this difficult migration from self-denial toward a visceral, authentic self-compassion. Kordt, author of You Can Make ShIt Happen, lived this narrative for three decades within an abusive marriage before reclaiming her voice. Her insights suggest that breaking the cycle of invisibility requires more than a "self-care" routine; it requires a fundamental rebellion against the survival mechanisms of our past.

To reclaim your space, you must first confront five counter-intuitive truths about what it means to be truly kind to yourself.

1. Your Invisibility Is a Survival Tool with a High Expiration Date

In the context of trauma or domestic abuse, invisibility is not a character flaw; it is sophisticated armor. For Deena Kordt, staying "under the radar" was the primary way she protected herself and her children for thirty years. However, this armor is not weightless. The cost of long-term invisibility is a gradual thinning of the soul.

Kordt reflects on a visualization exercise where she attempted to reconnect with her inner child, only to find the girl "almost transparent." Through years of being denied, criticized, and forced to mute her own reality to avoid triggering an abuser, Kordt’s sense of self had nearly evaporated. While invisibility may have saved your life in a previous season, it acts as a stagnant barrier to healing in the present. As Deena noted, "It was a way of protecting myself and my kids... yet it came with a cost. It also hid what I was living in from the rest of the world." True self-compassion begins with acknowledging that the shield you once needed is now the cage you must escape.

2. The Radical Act of Internal Curiosity

When we stumble, our default setting is often a harsh, intellectualized judgment. We demand to know why we are "failing" or why we are "too sensitive." Authentic self-compassion replaces this interrogation with curiosity. By shifting the question from "Why am I failing at this?" to "What is this feeling trying to tell me?", we dismantle the cycle of self-criticism.

Curiosity acts as the bridge back to the self. To facilitate this, Kordt suggests a tactile exercise in reconnecting with the "unpolished" versions of ourselves:

The Non-Dominant Hand Reflection Take a pen in your non-dominant hand and draw a simple stick figure of your six-year-old self. Using the "wrong" hand bypasses our polished, adult facades; it forces a brain shift that mimics the playful, vulnerable nature of childhood. As you look at the wobbly, honest lines of that drawing, ask yourself: Would I ever say the mean things I said to myself today to this child? If the answer is no, you have identified a gap where judgment has replaced humanity.

3. Boundaries: Refusing the "Vampires" in Your Space

Self-compassion is frequently misconstrued as purely internal, yet it is profoundly structural. It requires the curation of your environment. Kordt’s philosophy identifies "vampires"—individuals who not only drain your energy but expect you to manage their emotional refuse. These are the people who make you "mute" yourself or expect you to compromise your values until you no longer recognize your own reflection.

We often people-please because the alternative feels like cruelty. You do not owe the world an explanation for your peace of mind. When we compromise our authenticity to keep the peace, our bodies often physically rebel, manifesting as exhaustion or literal sickness. Ripping the band-aid off of these stagnant connections is not an act of malice; it is a refusal to let others, as Deena puts it, "drop their shit in your space and leave it there to stink, contaminating your day, your work, your peace of mind."

4. Manifesting as "Intentional Receiving"

The concept of manifesting is often shrouded in "magical thinking," but Kordt reclaims it as a practical discipline of receptivity. Many who have lived in survival mode are hardwired to put themselves last. They struggle to accept a compliment, an offer of help, or a moment of rest, viewing "receiving" as a form of greed or theft from others.

Kordt cites a powerful story from Jan Arden’s If I Knew Then about an "Angel’s Room" in heaven filled with unopened gifts—experiences and blessings that were meant for a person but were never delivered because they never felt worthy enough to ask. Manifesting is simply the "path of least resistance"—the practice of being open to the abundance already present. This energy is circular. Kordt recalls a moment of frustration in Calgary traffic, wishing a slow driver would "move more quickly," only to see the driver's personalized license plate: RIGHT BACK AT YA. It served as a hilarious, visceral reminder: the energy we project—whether of lack or of love—is exactly what we invite back into our own space.

5. Vulnerability is the Ultimate Trust-Builder in an AI World

We often avoid being "vulnerable" because it feels synonymous with being weak. Yet, in an increasingly curated world of AI-generated perfection and polished facades, our human flaws have become our greatest competitive advantage.

Georgie Perigny shared her own hesitation about posting a video while exhausted, noting that one of her eyes tends to droop when she's tired. It was that very "droop"—that unmistakable sign of a real, tired human being—that fostered the most trust and connection with her audience. As Deena suggests, we should replace the word "vulnerable" with "human." Showing up as you are is what makes you memorable and approachable.

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The 89-Year-Old Audit

Authentic self-compassion is a daily practice of renewal, not a one-time destination. It requires a rigorous audit of the choices we make today against the legacy we wish to leave.

Imagine you are 89 years old, looking back on the tapestry of your life. What memories do you want to hold? What stories do you want to tell? If you are still playing small, still staying "invisible" to keep the peace, does this perspective make you pause? Does it make you wonder when you can finally start making the stories that haven't happened yet?

The journey toward authenticity begins with a single, compassionate question: What is one "mean thing" you said to yourself today that you would never say to the six-year-old version of you? Start there. The child is waiting.